2005 --- the year of receiving the mission and busy money minded life (pray for school)
2006 --- the year of failure and torture (academic, career and church)
2007 --- the year of striving to overcome the the failure (luckily i have been receiving some recognition from my superiors and learnt a lot despite working 7 days in the first half year; as for the church, i love all of you, at least i hope i could; but i have depression and conflicting mind deep inside me; i am too ashamed to say this but forgive me this is the last time; i need healing and readjust myself in front of god and in the community)
2008 --- the year of figuring out the future (furthering studies and ...), should be excited but indeed feel confused and frustrated...need rest in god...
